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Everyone, check this out. [13 May 2009|10:40am]
http://www.stumbleupon.com/toolbar/#url=http%2525253A//michiedo.blogspot.com/2008/12/im-glad-im-boy-im-glad-im-girl.html
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MY WISH LIST AS OF TODAY!! [12 Mar 2009|12:46pm]
So I've been extremely bored today, browsing on the internet, and I have come across a few things that I need. Yes, need. Feel free to donate.


#1.
Guess Tortilla Shoe
Size: 7
Color: Gold Metallic
Price: $110.
00







#2.
Guess Gold-tone Flower Ring
Size: 5 or 6
Price: $25.
00







#3.
Guess Silver Flower with Pearl Ring
Size: 5 or 6
Price: $22.
00







#4.
Guess Gold Knife Cut Enlongated Hoops
Price: $22.
00







#5.
MAC Blending Brush #217
Price: $22.
50







#6.
Urban Outfitters Antoinette Faintnig Sofa
Price: $575.
00







#7. Z Gallerie Alto Bed (except I need it in black...so paint it for me)
Price: &799.
00







#8.
Z Gallerie Blanco Sectional
Price: $2,999.
00
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[08 Jan 2009|08:35pm]
i've never really gotten along with tracy olsen, and i probably never well. although, i'd like to agree with her on one thing...

"i think you know more about someone within the first five minutes than you do in a entire twenty year relationship. think about it... those first gut instincts are always right... it's time and stimulatory that cloud the mind's ability to judge. "

not exactly worded to my liking, but that's besides the point
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a new year, a new beginning [01 Jan 2009|10:03pm]
[ mood | calm ]

in 2008...

six months too late, i finally accepted the split from my ex of two years and moved on. i finally stopped giving a damn and it felt SOOOOOO good. i was finally free. free of misery and pain

i became a certified nursing assistant and felt very accomplished (still going to school for radiology)

i witnessed my grandmother suffer from a stroke and nearly die. i sat with her in the hospital for 2-3 hours everyday for 36 days

just like i have been doing for 21 years, everyday i noticed something different about my mother that makes me love and admire her more and more. she's my best friend. she is my everything. she is so beautiful and so strong and i aspire to be just like her.

i learned that a specific family memeber is too judgemental for my liking and we drifted a significant distance from each other

i suffered from addiction and have been sober 42 days today. i plan to be sober tomorrow

i helped the wrong people that took advantage of my weaknesses and permanently scarred me

i learned what it is like to want and need to protect somebody

my deepest darkest secret was created

i talked to God for the first time

i am still learning to...

forget the past and move on. i've been hurt a million times and will only be disapointed and hurt a billion more. that's life. that's society. i only have feelings

cope with the ramifications of the biggest decision i have ever had to and ever will have to make

help adapt to my grandmother's new disability that has greatly changed her physical mobility and even personality

live happily and soberly

prepare myself for july 12

continue to believe

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[03 Dec 2008|04:21pm]
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what the fuck america? [04 Nov 2008|10:05pm]
He isn't even a United States citizen

He has been linked to terrorists

He is Muslim. Our Constitution and Bill of Rights are based on Christianity.

"Hussein Barack Obama, the American President" that sounds right? Are you serious?

Who do you think funded his campaign? Do you really believe that they did it for FREE? No...they are getting inside information.

This wasn't about making history. This isn't a racial issue. It's a religious issue. It's about values, morals, and beliefs. His do not match the American's. We had a candidate that was fully qualified. One that physically fought for our country for 22 years. Hell, he was even POW for 5. He bled for us. He was tortured for us. I wanted a leader that had been there, done that. One that wanted to make a difference.

Then you freaks go voting for a terrorist-linked Muslim....
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i never liked dolce and gabbana [05 Sep 2008|05:46pm]
[ mood | blah ]

perhaps it has something to do with their portayal of women in the media...



P.S. Livejournal has changed a lot in a year

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fuck you [19 Jul 2007|02:57am]
if you have a penis and are heterosexual, i hate you.
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iTable? [12 Jul 2007|12:29am]
[ mood | excited ]

http://youtube.com/watch?v=rP5y7yp06n0

possibly coolest thing i've ever seen. who wants to buy me one?

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[21 Jun 2007|04:44pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

Kristy Hartman and Marilyn King,

I just thought I would share with you that I have been watching some special about BSB on VH1. I thought of you ladies. Life was so simple when we were Mrs. Carter, Mrs. Littrell, and Mrs. Mclean :(

Love and miss you both dearly!

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girls vs. women [10 Jan 2007|12:45am]
Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans.



Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in.



Girls want to control the man in their life.



Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling.



Girls check you for not calling them.



Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't.



Girls try to put a man 'on lock' by using sex.



Grown women know that it's the sex of the mental kind that makes a man want to 'lock' you down.



Girls fake-moan, lay there and take the stabbing.



Grown women say, "Just stop", get up, get dressed and walk it out.



Girls are afraid to be alone.



Grown women revel in it-- using it as a time for personal growth.



Girls ignore the good guys.



Grown women ignore the bad guys.



Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man.



Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man.



Girls try to monopolize all their man's time ( i.e, don't want him hanging with his friends).



Grown women realize that a little bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special -- and goes to hang with her own friends!



Girls think a guy crying is weak.



Grown women offer their shoulder and a tissue.



Girls want to be spoiled and 'tell' their man so.



Grown women 'show' him and make him comfortable enough
to reciprocate w/o fear of losing his 'manhood'.



Girls get hurt by one man and make all men pay for it.



Grown women know that it was just one man.



Girls fall in love, chase aimlessly after the object of their affection, ignoring all 'signs'.



Grown women know that sometimes the one you love, doesn't always love you back -- and move on, without bitterness.



Girls will read this and get an attitude.



Grown women will read this and pass it on to other Grown women
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[08 Jan 2007|01:56am]
lauren's lj is officially up and running! =) i'm going to begin writing in here again.

p.s. i did it allllll by myself!!

oh and audrey hepburn is beautiful
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[13 Oct 2006|04:53am]
p.s.

whenever my current and ex bf would like to stop being friends, i'm ready.

it was really comforatble when my ex stayed the night with my bf and i. i would like for that to happen again. i really enjoyed it.
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its my birthday, i want money! [01 Oct 2006|03:02am]
Jenny screams out and it's no pose
'Cause when she dances she goes and goes
Beer through the nose on an inside joke
And I'm so excited, I haven't spoken
And she's so pretty, and she's so sure
Maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her
Summer's all in bloom
Summer is ending soon

It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses

Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his car's black leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last
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[20 Sep 2006|09:48pm]
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice...
Boston... where no one knows my name...
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last night [20 Sep 2006|06:37pm]
i broke my two baby toes on my left foot. it hurt like a bitch and i cried like a bitch.

sean called me at like 9 and asked for directions cuz him n graham were n lex n wanted to stay with me. i was soooooo excited!! i miss those boys so much. of course graham lil hustler is always a special guest. we decided we needed more beer and graham pulls out one of his 9835757 $100. so we ended up getting $100 worth of beer between the 4 1/2 of us (amanda came over for a couple hours. smoked weed, but didn't consume enough beer.) so when i go to open my fridge today to get a drink....i notice that all the pop and bottled water is warm because we apparently emptied the refrigerator of all beverages that weren't beer.

umm i got to wear grahams jacob&co watch all night! yaaa!! basically those boys are amazing n i miss em already

p.s. my electric bill came today and dropped $17.00 =) keeping the tv turned off when you're not watching it and turning off lights when you leave a room, really paid off!
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check out my fat cheeks! [13 Sep 2006|06:26pm]
So I just got out of the shower and my cheeks looked even bigger than when I went in! I find it kind of comical so I've posted a picture for your entertainment. Sorry the color is a lil dark.






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The Rebirth of LJ [13 Sep 2006|02:41am]
FIRST AND FOREMOST.....THANK YOU KRISTY JEAN HARTMAN I LOVE YOU BFFFFFFFFFFFFF

So I decided to bring www.livejournal.com/~laurz218 back to life, haha! Soooo much has happened since my last post.

Lets seeeeeeeee.....I moved out of my apartment in May and into my new house which I love love love love!! Ummmmm Wes lives with me and it's amazing. We have a puppy named Rocky! I'm working at a hospital. Wes is working 3rd shift at amazon.com which sucks because Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, and Friday nights I go to bed alone =(

My Grandpa is really sick and as badly as I want to be with him every waking moment, I try to stay as far away as possible because it damn near kills me to see him like that.

My brother's GF had twins!! Jackson and Mikayla. They're pretty much amazing. Trust me, you wish I was your aunt!

I got my wisdom teeth out on 9/11 so my cheeks are fucking huge as I type this. Vicodin and 600 mg Ibuprofen is good though!

I'm really happy. I miss my friends in Michigan but I'm happier here. I'd say 99.7% of the "friends" I left back in Michigan have become corrupt, drunken, sluts. Maybe I could have the chosen few come stay with me =)

Ok just wanted to say that LJ is alive, I love you k bye
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bored as fuck, longest survey ever [12 Mar 2006|04:54pm]
First Things First
Current time: 4:42 p.m.
What are you doing: this forever long survey, laundry at my mom's, and eating pizza rolls
Are you eating anything:
Drinking? No but I could use one
What are you wearing? Adidas pants and a beater

Personal
Full Name: Lauren Ashley Nicola Rinke
Birthdate: 10/01/87
Current Address: ummm stalker? Louisville, KY
Heritage: German/Irish
Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight

Family Life
Parents Married/Divorced? Divorced
Who do you live with? Courtney and Wes
How many siblings do you have? 1 sister, 1 step brother
Do you have any pets? Mommy has Maya and Riley. Wes and I have Rocky!

Appearance
Hair Color: Black
Eye Color: Green
Height: 5'2
Weight: Unfortunately 115 lbs of fat
Do you have braces? Not anymore!
Piercings: 3 in ears (4 in left) naval, and nose
Tattoos: Daddy's initials in angel wings on right pelvic bone

Favorites
Subject: Psychiatry
Color: pink
Number: 8, 21
Food: filets and spaghetti
Non-Alcoholic Drink: water and diet coke
Alcoholic Drink: Beer and Bullfrog
Movie: Butterfly Effect, White Oleander, Requiem For A Dream, Gothika, Crash, and every other fucked up movie
TV-Show: The OC and Boy Meets World

Love Life
Are you single? No

If Not
What's your significant other's name? Wesley Aaron Thomas
How long have you been in a relationship? "officially" together almost 5 months

If So
Do you like anyone right now?
Who?

What do you look for in the opposite sex? Dark features, manners, nice hands, smile, and eyes. and knows how to make a girl feel good ;)

Do You?
Want to get married: Maybe
Have children: No
Go to school: Unfortuanately
Drive: 04 Black Mitsubishi Eclipse =) my baby!
Smoke: marlboro menthol lights baby...no weed
Drink: everything
Swear: fuck yes

Spill The Beans
Have you ever been convicted of a felony? No
Have you ever purposely hurt someone? Haha back in the day pulled Krystina McDougal's hair cuz she's a faggot. Slapped Jacob for hitting me and slapped Wes for lieing to me
Have you ever been arrested/to jail? No
How long was your visit?
For what?
Have you done drugs? Yes
What kind? Pot, Extascy (heroin if you consider the fact that it laced my roll), Cocaine, Pain/Anxiety Killers (Xanax, Kolonopins, OxyCodon, and Vicadin)
Are you on myspace? lol ya
Have you ever cheated on a bf/gf? Yes
Have you ever fooled around with a friend's bf/gf? No but I've done stuff with someone who was in a relationship
Have you ever lied to your parents/friends? Yes/Yes

All Good Things Must Come To An End
Did you enjoy this survey? only because I was bored as fuck
What time is it now? 4:53
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Valentines Day [15 Feb 2006|01:07pm]
So I had the best Valentines Day EVER!

First, I woke up to a dozen roses on my dresser with a lovely card from Wes! =)

Then, received a package in the mail from my Dad =/ 2 pairs of white gold earrings and a card. The card was basically an apology and he said that he would "in a while be able to explain, but no matter what i'm always his little girl, and he'll always love me"

Around 6 we went to Stoney River ($35 filet and $8 side of asparagus..MMM!!!!) and during the 2 1/2 wait Wes kept walking off answering the phone and making these shady phone calls so of course I'm like gettin all pissed n shit. Whatever, I didn't let it enjoy my dinner or my 3 lb. 3 layer chocolate cake that I had for dessert! (about 6 bites of it anyway =P)

We finally got home at like 10:30 and when I opened the door, a GERMAN SHEAPARD PUPPY WITH A ROSE IN HER COLLAR CAME RUNNING TO ME!!!! AHHHHHH! =D Her name is Roxy and I FUCKING LOVE HER! =D

PERFECT VDAY!!!
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